Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Tenta, jobb en big mac och nu var det tänkt att jag skulle kravla mig upp ur soffan och sätta på mig en klänning eller nått och pallra mig till sofia och sen startar feeesten! Haha, gääääsp!
Ja då kör vi ett två tre, action!
love j
maybe one day
When he texts me saying he really wants to see me, I light up inside. But moments are always fleeting. I just imagine him saying it to me because who he really wants to see doesn’t want to see him. She put him on the backburner and doesn’t need him right now. He needs me right now, because he can’t have her. I am a distraction. I make him feel warm inside, I soothe his pain, and when he’s around me he isn’t haunted and consumed by thoughts of her. I can briefly take away his pain, but moments are always fleeting. He can hurt me. Once he’s over her, he won’t need me. I’m dispensable and he’s broken. And this is the way our unfair world works.
He needs me.
I want him.
Everyone wants to be needed.
Everything he tells me: every thought, every dream, every feeling has already been told. The things he told her, she must have known everything about him. He knew her like the back of his hand. He loved her. He loves her. He needs me. Temporarily. I think of him, and can only think of her. I’m not her. Does he want me to be? Am I like her? Does he wish I were like her? Will he ever stop loving her?
I don’t know if I want him if I can’t have all of him. I know that’s a lie, of course I want him. I just don’t want to want him. When he looks away and is distant, is he thinking of her? I can’t see us together. Thinking of him, hearing his name, brings butterflies to my stomach, but it’s not right. I can’t see us together. It’s as if the world was supposed to have him and her together. Like it was right. It is right. It’s just not the right time.
We connect though. We have chemistry we’re comfortable in each other. We have become all too comfortably numb.
What happens when she wants him back?
But I already know the answer to that.
Maybe one day he’ll love me. Maybe one day he won’t want her; won’t want me to be her. Maybe one day he’ll think I’m truly beautiful and look at me the way I look at him every time I see him. But then again, maybe one day I’ll get over him. Maybe one day I can look at him and say, “You’re so not worth this” and actually believe it. Maybe one day I’ll be able to think about someone else.
(le love)
love j -
He needs me.
I want him.
Everyone wants to be needed.
Everything he tells me: every thought, every dream, every feeling has already been told. The things he told her, she must have known everything about him. He knew her like the back of his hand. He loved her. He loves her. He needs me. Temporarily. I think of him, and can only think of her. I’m not her. Does he want me to be? Am I like her? Does he wish I were like her? Will he ever stop loving her?
I don’t know if I want him if I can’t have all of him. I know that’s a lie, of course I want him. I just don’t want to want him. When he looks away and is distant, is he thinking of her? I can’t see us together. Thinking of him, hearing his name, brings butterflies to my stomach, but it’s not right. I can’t see us together. It’s as if the world was supposed to have him and her together. Like it was right. It is right. It’s just not the right time.
We connect though. We have chemistry we’re comfortable in each other. We have become all too comfortably numb.
What happens when she wants him back?
But I already know the answer to that.
Maybe one day he’ll love me. Maybe one day he won’t want her; won’t want me to be her. Maybe one day he’ll think I’m truly beautiful and look at me the way I look at him every time I see him. But then again, maybe one day I’ll get over him. Maybe one day I can look at him and say, “You’re so not worth this” and actually believe it. Maybe one day I’ll be able to think about someone else.
(le love)
love j -
nemen titt en dagens ;)
Plugg plugg plugg...sen blev det jakt på stan med emme! Fröken skulle ha en allmän uppdatering av garderoben och vi lyckades riktigt bra tycker ja ;)
Jag hittade en sjukt fin klänning på hm.com men den tog slut direkt men idag när jag gick förbi hm så bara hängde den där!! Nu är den min!
love j
flowers
(lelove)
and i still wonder who you are ...
love j
yeee
Här är det fullt upp som ni ser, haha!
today; jöbb, nagelfix, plugg och middag med joooooooosie! så trevlig dag, kan ju inte bli mkt bättre! Härligt med positivenergi niiiii!!
Det värsta när man bjuder på middag är att det blir meer disk, jag som verkligen älskar att diske...oh no! men men, det är bara att köra!
love j
make peace with your past so it wont screw up the present
it feels better than ever
free minded and happy
just standing on my own stronger than ever
<3 - j
free minded and happy
just standing on my own stronger than ever
<3 - j
shopping
Kom på att jag hade presentkort på nelly.com så klickade hem en grön klänning och en svart skjorta...Med svart strumpbraller/skinnbraller till tror jag på dessa två plagg ! Alltid kul att göra fynd ju.
Har haft en super kväll med K; kebab, Gossip & paradise...:) wunderfull!
love j -
memories
Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry Why don't I just tell him goodbye Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't Build up the strength to say that it's wrong Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't Sometimes I wait for him to change But it's okay, I've disguised the pain And I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way, no way, no way, No way, no way, no way, no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go But I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way, no way, no way, No way, no way, no way, no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way) I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting) This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way, no way, no way, No way, no way, no way, no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare No way, no way, no way, No way, no way, no way, no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare Perfect nightmare.
lyckan, kärleken och meningen med livet
Det blev bio efter jobbet ikväll och sedan ett glas rött, kvalitets tid! De gillar jag... Så frågan är om det blir en fin höst weekend i Italien eller en underbar resa till paradiset Bali ;)
its time to face the truth !
love j
only me and some lovewords
One day, I'll find someone capable of keeping my heart safe when I hand over the key and say, "Hey, don't fuck this up."
- love j
underbara konst
Jag bara älskar den här tavlan, den ska bli min hade jag tänkt. Även om det så bara blir en litografi! Gillar färgerna och budskapet...Alltså helt i min smak! mmm
Har varit väldigt ambitiös idag, skola 9-13 men satt sedan kvar i skolan och pluggade til 15.30 för att sedan gå och jobba 2 timmar...lite lagom ;)
Nu känns allt väldigt bra, känner ett lugn i kroppen som jag inte gjort på länge. Jag har verkigen förstått vad som är viktigt här i livet. Har helt underbara människor omkring mig , i min klass och alla mina underbara girls ni är verkligen guld värda..
Men bäst av allt är att jag känner att jag kan stå på mina egna ben och inte är beroende av någon! Framtiden är ljus :)
Om ett mindre än ett år är jag klar med min utbildning..vem vet vart jag far då?! Som sagt framtiden är ljus. Utomlands ett halvår kanske...hmm?! Vem vet?!
love j
soffhäng
love j
candels
let me be happy this time
im so worth it
love j
happy girl
some people never change, it's sad
but it's true
nothing left to say, nothing left to do
just walk and never look back
And now it feels good
to be without you
because nothing was worth it
just a waste of time
for nothing
love j
Tidningskungen, alla tidningar till kampanjpris!
Jag har även nöjet att medela att jag var på bloggfest för nån vecka sen och fick en smaskig goodiebag med diverse trevliga prylar!!
Kan varmt rekomendera www.tidningskungen.se om ni är sugna på någon form av prenumeration..mkt bra priser på tex. ELLE, Cosmopolitan, Se & Hör, Café m.m.
love j
Kan varmt rekomendera www.tidningskungen.se om ni är sugna på någon form av prenumeration..mkt bra priser på tex. ELLE, Cosmopolitan, Se & Hör, Café m.m.
love j
Företagsmässa!
Kom just hem från företagsmässan i Cloetta Center har agerat entrévärdar. Tog även en snabb sväng inne på mässområdet för att knyta lite kontakter som kan vara bra att ha i framtiden..LIA osv. Mycket intressant!!
Förövrigt så är det fortfarande balkongsurf som gäller då det är någon slags tvist mellan min hyresvärd och bredbandsbolaget. Sjukt irriterande..Behöver verkligen mitt internet nuuu!
Hösten har kommit på riktigt och därför kände jag att det va dags för lite shopping. Igår inhandlades en mysig ulljacka och diverse andra plagg...Får se om de kommer lite bilder på de senare:)
Anledningen till att jag inte har skrivit här på länge är ju just mitt problem med internet..Men hoppas jag ska bli lite mer aktiv nu:)
love j
Förövrigt så är det fortfarande balkongsurf som gäller då det är någon slags tvist mellan min hyresvärd och bredbandsbolaget. Sjukt irriterande..Behöver verkligen mitt internet nuuu!
Hösten har kommit på riktigt och därför kände jag att det va dags för lite shopping. Igår inhandlades en mysig ulljacka och diverse andra plagg...Får se om de kommer lite bilder på de senare:)
Anledningen till att jag inte har skrivit här på länge är ju just mitt problem med internet..Men hoppas jag ska bli lite mer aktiv nu:)
love j
Feeling
Please let me keep this feeling You make me happy.. Igår blev det vin och tapas på aioli. Tapasen överträffade inte direkt mina förväntningar men vinet smakade desto bättre:) Elin & Sofia ni är för bra!! Love yaa girls. Love j...
de går bra nuu
love j
sweet night
spännande..
love j
time
it will take some time..
love j
